Will the ocean ever spill out of the earth and flow into space? Maybe if gravity decides to work reversely, that phenomenon could take place.

This feeling is like the ocean. It stays intact in my heart (just as the ocean is intact with the earth) unless an exceptionally unparalleled sensation happens. It would take a reversal of gravitational force to bring us together. That fact, I know.

I wish I never met you at all, I sometimes think. Then I start to think of the most profound moments of my life — I realize that most of them were spent talking with you. And so I thank God for sending you to me, instead. I slap myself and think how I could ever have wished of not meeting you when you were always the sweetest blessing God ever bestowed on me.

I would love to think it was I whom you regard to as your sunshine or..or..your reason..or your life..or whatever it is you deem her to be. Yes, indeed, I would love to think that everything were easier. At first, I think of it as a possibility. And then after the stinky reality fumes its stench, I just can’t help it I cover my nose and give up hope, instead.

Then again, I always believe there’s a reason for everything. There’s a reason why you’re there and I’m here. There’s a reason why the ocean must stay intact with the earth. There’s a reason why by some twist of fate, I came to that place where you and I met. And yes, there is a reason why this unsolicited euphoria came gushing to me.

What’s the damned reason, you might wonder. Heck! I even wish I could say only time could tell. For I believe not even time can tell why fate brought us both to that place. I’m grateful of its existence, though, whatever that reason is. The hurt and frustration associated with it doesn’t really matter. At least it doesn’t when I think of you and how phenomenal life has been ever since you first came. This euphoria, unsolicited as it may be, isn’t unwanted. That’s another fact that no matchless miracle could change.

Again I say, thank you for being a blessing.