God may be unseen. But He is always…always around. In the air which keeps me alive. In the food which keeps me going. In the water that fills me. And in people like you who gives me a reason to say – life is more than just worth living, it is the most wondrous of gifts.

I’ve always wondered why it had to be you. Always wondered why it had to be difficult. Often bemoaned why at this time, being brave means letting go. I queried for possible reasons again and again. And among the many given back, there is only one that I find most meaningful – He meant for me to see love(?) in its most unconventionally deep sense. (That’s somewhat the safest way to say it. Haha!)

Life’s intricacies have been raining on me ever since the day this feeling announced its arrival. I’ve been around the same territory with you for quite some time but not even once did it dawn on me before that I could be capable of wagering my heart at such high risks. Gosh! But at least I managed to hold in check. It’s somewhat relieving to realize that I’ve never allowed my emotions to overrule my being. I never got out of me. Whew! But it’s only fair to say that it took an enormous amount of effort to do just that. (Just gotta do what’s right even if it hurts and even if it sucks.)

The ease at which you handle your life. The facile manner in which you carry your clout. Your unselfish drive to share what you have. Your deep passion for what you do, no matter the shift. And the humbleness you pose inspite of aaaallll your this’ and thats’…they all just carry me away. You do nothing, you do what you do, I look at you, and I just keep falling. And you don’t even know it. (And you don’t need to know it. Though sometimes, just for the pleasure you deserve to get out of this high regard that someone has for you, I wish you knew how much you inspire me. But then…haha…it’ll never come from me.)

It all goes down to one thing, then…a secret kept down to the very end. A love(?) that is meant to be synonymous to restraint for as long as earth exists.

But if you’ve read my eyes, and if you’re reading this, know one thing – I’ll always be grateful to the one above for letting me see Him in you. Always.

Thank you for you.